Honestly, I have forgotten how it feels to be as alone as it is right now. I never would've thought I'd miss Subang this much. Seeing that I'm back at home I assumed that I'd have someone to hang out with regularly, yet I spend most of my time ALONE. Why? I need to know why.
What is it about this whole Shafina existence that seem to repel people? Do I give off a don't come near me aura? Am I just generally a shitty person? Is it my lack of social skills? Or am I just really fucking needy? Really I NEED TO KNOW.
I mean I get that everyone has their own shit and can't be free to accommodate hanging out with me every single day. It's part of this process of getting on with your life. Still, I need reassurance that the friendships in which I hold dear are those that can lasts a lifetime. Or is all this lack of sleep and stress getting to me.
BEING SINGLE SUCKS
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