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"Ya,know pansexuality, when you're basically attracted to anything. Regardless of gender or species"
"But who would advocate something as twisted as beastiality?"
"THE TAYLOR'S ANIMAL HUGGERS CLUB!"

I know that that definition of pansexuality is not remotely correct but it revolves the main idea that you just like what you like. As a conceptual character born by Irvine Welsh's complex mind, Mark Renton (look him up, he's a really cool guy), once said;

"You see, if you ask me, we're all heterosexual by default, not by decision. It's just a question about who you fancy. It's all about aesthetics and it's fuck all to do with morality."

You people should really watch Trainspotting, It will blow your mind. If you read the book first believe me when I tell you that you won't understand a single thing. You'd be lucky if you can understand a paragraph.

Other than my various opinions on sexuality and pop culture; I actually wasted money on something that won't come with negative repercussions in the long run. Haha. Today some people showed up selling sparkly jewelry for the greatest prices and all in the name of charity. I spent RM30 in total for 8 pairs of ear rings, a locket and belanje a friend an anklete. They're purrrdy. o.o

Strangely short post today, Since I know most of my other post get a bit too lengthy and no one wants to read thaaat much. haha.

Charity Carnival!! Yeaaay!!!

"Thing is, when he's not being hot, he's just a generally sexist asshole."
*sputters*
"Hehehehe"

So, today was the day that everyone, well most of everyone, got their classes canceled and bakar duit!!! =). The classes that decided to do something didn't really get to bakar duit though. Haha.

Thank God my class decided to sell something. So, I basically had nothing to do from 900 to 1300 other than sell spaghetti, mac & cheese, and mushroom soup anyway. I hardly even did that. All I even actually did was coerce some friends and housemates to buy some spaghetti and draw up the menu, I'm such a lazy bitch. Haha. Good thing we didn't have a lot of things to sell because 2 hours in, everything was gone. Haha.

So, I was low on ideas as to what I can do to kill the next two hours before "class" starts. Since practically everyone I know was busy I tried my luck on the Bobo, because he was the only one that I didn't have confirmation on. Lo and behold! I found myself at the pool area in AC five minutes later.

Yes, I play pool. I just suck really bad at it. HAHA! Yes Bobo killed me good. However, he took pity at some point and gave me some pointers and I got somewhat better at it. Hahaa.

By close to 1 I go to "class" to find out that it's been canceled. Sure I still had another 2 consecutive classes, but you know when you don't feel like going to class especially if it's just 2 classes you don't want to go, right?. Either way my "stunt" left me free till 4. Therefore, I went to kacau Bobo! Who was still in AC, that loser. :P

While I just sat down and just ordered my shit-cha I spot a familiar face. What he was doing in AC? Who knows. Regardless I was glad to see that face again, it's been a long time since I've seen him. Rinduuu. Anyways, he was with a new person I've never seen. He's always with a bunch of new people I've never seen.

So, the new friend, just wouldn't stop talking. Mainly allegedly how my name means "key" in swahili (I checked it up my name actually mean "ark"/"ship". Therefore I'm writing out that part of the talking as "flirting". Haha) and how I should really join them to the Kenya vs. Malaysia match in Shah Alam then get really fucked up. As much as I love getting fucked up, I don't love it enough to just go to God knows where in Shah Alam with two guys I hardly know.

As much as I adore that Tanzanian, I'm still not that stupid. I learn from my mistakes you see. Thing is, while I was talking to the new guy and main-main tangan with the Tanzanian. This guy that I suspect that still has the hots for me joined us at the table. Then I realise "Holy shit, I'm surrounded by guys. How funny is thaaat?". I have no idea why I found that funny but what ever.

At some point the Africans gave up on trying to convince me that going to that match with them is a "good idea" and left. By which I just sat there with the guy that has the hots for me and Bobo. Those two get along fine, which was a good point for me. While I was sitting there arguing with the Guy and his sexist remarks, Bobo was busy pulling weird faces while he texts a girl in my class who he has the hots for. Haha.

After enough arguing and shit-cha, we move to the pool centre. That was where I had a epiphany that nearly made me shit bricks. The guy that I suspect still has the hots for me was really fucking hot!!! Like the kind of hot that little 14 year olds would go "OMG HE'S SO HOTT!!!" at. He was HOT!

I brought this up after the guy left and I was with Bobo. I actually asked him if he knew that the Guy was hott. His reply was "You only know that now? Seriously?". I tell this to Minot, her reply was more or less the same. I'm so slow I'm sorry! Why did I have to know this NOW after the ship has sailed off? WHY??? Bobo, tells me there's still hope and I can get that ship to turn back. I tell him it's not really reasonable nor is it worth the effort.

It was a fun conversation that. Becuase the topic also started to turn to me rule that if a hott person thinks you're hott. That automatically means you're hott. I got confirmation from three people today that I'm hott. THEREFORE SHAFINA IS HOTT!!! YESS!!!!!

Then at some point I start listening to Bobo's iPod and mine simultaneously. Weirdest fun I've had in a while. Because in one ear I have the Black Eyed Peas telling me how it's gonna be a good night and on the other I have Sigur Ros singing about childhood nostalgia and innocence. It was fun and weird.

Then at 4! I was in charge of the movie screening for the film Appreciation Club this week (I know the posters said Cinta and we showed Shawshank Redemption instead. I'm sorry about that!). Anyways now I think the club is gonna have a new regular. Yeaaay!!! so, that was my day. It was fun.

Because randomly good things keep happening. :)

"We've known each other for a long time, I remember you but I don't remember you."

I just love that line. Yesterday, I went to watch Sepet while apparently some government conspiracy was going on at "my place" (if you don't get it. It's okay. Most people have a misconception about it anyway. HAHA) which meant no one had power. So, while other people were sweating it out in their apartments. I went to go watch Sepet at college in a nice and air conditioned Lecture Theatre, bawling my eyes out for Jason.

After that? Watched me a bunch of Yasmin Ahmad commercials for Petronas. As well as a bunch of other Petronas commercials. Those things make me emotional. Where as The love story of Tan Hong Ming is just waaay too cute.

Then went back to the apartment (by then the electricity udah pulaaang) where I hung out in the room that didn't belong to me where we conspired as to how we should go about with the whole "housemate's birthday" thing. In the end, turns out her friend already got a cake, so we just had to lure her out under the pretense that we were getting ice cream. Then we finished the whole shabang by the pool. Yes people found themselves pushed into the pool. This includes me. All in all, the celebration was better than just a night spent smoking and reading a novel.

Which is something I don't understand about my housemates. None of them enjoy novels. I mean one of them wouldn't stop complaining about how she had to read Lord of the Flies, which is only one of the greatest pieces of literature ever published but don't take my word for it. READ IT. When I kept telling her that it is a GREAT book, she just kept asking me what the hell happened. Instead of just reading it herself. Grrrrr. Yes, if you haven't guessed Shafina find a dislike for reading with in a person to be very unattractive. I find that most times people who are as such to be dull and redundant.

I'll even accept the fact that you read Twatlight. Even if it's basically a whole book that just goes on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on about how "mystical" and "alluring" Edward is. I will find you more interesting than a person who refuses to read. Honestly I will!!

Okay now I'm getting off topic. We'll fast forward to this evening when by some miracle my missing ID turned up on the mailbox of my block. Thank you slightly stalker-ish Pak Gad, you saved me from having to waste RM 25. =)

Extra good bit: Lovely Aliaa messages me a few days back about how she has a free ticket for MTV World stage and it has my name on it. I love my lovely lovely Aliaa. She's so good to me. :3


Because this is all I've been watching for the past few hours as well as the fact that Russel Peters is absolute WIN. =DD

Sick Days are Kind of okay Days

"I don't feel the sickness yet, but it's in the post. That's for sure. I'm in the junkie limbo at the moment. Too ill to sleep. Too tired to stay awake, but the sickness is on its way. Sweat, chills, nausea. Pain and craving. A need like nothing else I've ever known will soon take hold of me. It's on its way."

It all started on a shitty stormy Wednesday morning in Subang. I should've known the day couldn't end very well when the absolute last person in the world I ever wanted to see invited himself to breakfast with me. There I was in AC the he comes in and just sits down and starts eating his Nasi Lemak. While the rain kept my usual breakfast buddy late and so lengthening the awkward silence at that table.

When there wasn't awkward silence he'd be telling me off about smoking and asking whether those people that just said hi to me were Malay or not. Like any of that fucking matters.

Then after the awkwardness was over and done with Class started and after the first hour I was already starting to feel woozy. By the end of Socio I was about to pass out. Which I did once I was back in my apartment. When I became conscious called up the Breakfast buddy since he's the only reliable and trustworthy friend I have who didn't have class to teman me to the clinic.

I had a really bad fever yet somehow on the way to the clinic. I lost it. How stupid is that? So we decided to forget about the clinic which was waayyy too far, instead I got myself some panadol and went back to the apartment for some rest.

After the rest, I woke up with a really bad headache and a really empty stomach. Since I know my housemate has this massive amount of Oatmeal and I have honey. I decided to have something simple and by GOD it was good Oatmeal. I don't understand why I don't eat oatmeal more often. :s

After that amazing bowl of oatmeal over ManjaLara I called my mom asking her to pick me up, because I know by my state right now I would not survive my classes for the next day. So she picked me up. at around 8 something. By the time we got to Bangi my fever was already making me delirious.

Seriously I just kept telling my mom about every single thing that popped into my head, from peculiar marriage practices of rural India to how shitty I thought360 was. People stared, yes. After the clinic visit we went straight home and I buried myself under 3 extremely thick blankets. It was the best feeling in the world.

That was basically where I stayed for the most of Thursday and Friday. Then sometime in Friday I got a heck of a lot better (yeay modern medicine!) yet have little to nothing to do. So, I started up my little pc and rewatched all three seasons of Avatar.

The fact that all the cold medicine left me slightly high made it all the better. (I really hope M. Night Shamalan does not fuck up this fandom.) Sadly I do not know how to upload those episodes on to my iPod. I budak baru belajar jangan la ejek!!!

Other things I did to preoccupy myself while I was sick:

1. Fell in love with Ion. (Green Lanterns are so cool)
   
2. Organized my iTunes library.
3. Upgraded my RC kaw kaw.
4. Get befuddled as to how I got Yuna on my iPod.
5. Picked up my license. >=D
   

Also I got bored and started doodling on an ugly picture of myself which was taken by this minah class saya yang suke dengki. :PP. JKJK, we cool.



Lawa tak? XD